i sit and ponder
how i should tell you
that i’m not doing as good as i thought
that i might have to go away for a while
some place where i can get help
for the emotions i’m feeling
in order for me to keep my promise
i may have to go to the hosptal
and i have just realized that
i’m not better
i thought i was but i’m not
and i cant keep fighting this on my own
its not working like i thought it was
and i hope you understand that
i hope you can support me through this
but if you cant i totaly understand