This is just to say… Im sorry I can’t come back. It’s been a long and tiring journey, and it will continue until the end. I know how much I mean to you, and I’m sorry for worrying you so much… I was so selfish when I fell, not thinking about you or Brandi or Nat or anyone… That’s behind me, but I still did it all the same. When I’m quiet, it’s not that I have nothing to say to you, it’s that I have too much to say. Im so happy that I gave you all I did, but at the same time I’m sorry because I don’t want you to hurt.

Love is more than a feeling. It’s something you do, something you show to everyone around you. Your friends, your family, everyone you care about. You’ll always be my friend, and someone who I will care about. I won’t erase our memories, I won’t act like we never happened, but all the same, I’ve moved on.
I am not sorry that I met you, even if it hurt. Because at one point, you were exactly what I asked God for.