The Passing of Time in our Life

Every morning when I wake up I think of the passing of my life. My past ,my present and my future. What did it contain this my life given by God to me. I think of all my loved ones the few that were loving me and now they passed away. Was it worth it for them their life on this earth. Did they enjoy being mercenary, mean, shalow towards themselves and others. I am glad that I was fortunate not to poisen my soul whith all the negatives emanating from such people. I think that me and others that enjoy being alone far from the poisenous social life of those kinds are better off being the way we are loving nature all the creature in it. All those creatures created by God to be happy with so little not needing acolades or riches since those doesn’t make one hapy. true loving makes one content and hapy.
I wish that all those mercenary power hungry people can experience true love even just once in their life.