I am saved
I wonder if things will ever be like they were before
I hear my heart beating
I see your eyes, which seem afraid to meet mine
I want you to talk to me like you used to
I am waiting for you to call

I pretend I’m ok with this
I feel like you aren’t holding me up
I touch your hand, hoping our fingers will entwine
I worry if you’ll ever be the same again
I cry, but no tears come out
I am afraid you won’t accept this

I understand that you need your space
I say that I just need to keep moving forward
I dream about you telling me everything I’ve ever wanted to hear
I try to believe that you’ll be alright
I hope to God that I am right
I am worried