Disorder. I hate the word disorder. It’s like telling a person that something is wrong with them and because of it they aren’t normal. Why would you want to classify something like that? It’s like you are focusing on that one point. Not the whole picture. I guess that’s what bothers me, the judging of people.

I want people to know me for me, not change their view of me. When you think about it, you want the same… and it’s not that you don’t want your friends to know, it’s just… you think about how they’ll react and it just kinda kicks out your confidence.

People don’t realize that we already feel different. What they say can affect us, it can change everything. There were times when I wish I hadn’t been diagnosed with ADHD , because I couldn’t stop moving, or I couldn’t focus. Not anymore though, well at least for awhile. It’s not such as big as a problem as I thought it was. Actually, my friends didn’t even realize.