Curse my heart out, just to feel.

My life’s so messed up –
so what’s the big deal?

I hate you for lying.
For making everything right.
For treating me so bad.
For making me fight.

I hate you for caring,
after all that I’ve done.
I hate when you cry,
and insist that you’ve won.

I hate how you take me –
try to hide that I’m here.
You pretend that you own me.
And then tell me its fare.

The never believe me,
when I tell them it’s real.

So curse my heart out, just to feel