What I’ve done since we broke up list;

Cried

Yelled

Hurt my mother

Spent an hour talking to a psychologist about us

Tried not hurting myself for you

Waited for you

Asked for you

Talked to your father

Talked to myself

Talked to the thought of you

Tried talking to you and failed

Tried moving on

Hit walls

Hit myself

Failed at moving on

Looked at your picture

Clenched the ring you gave me in my hand

Hit myself again

Stared into darkness

Reminisced about the past

Wrote “My New Hobby…”

Wrote “It’s Time For Something New”

Wrote “My Delusion”

Started writing “The What I’ve Done Since We Broke Up List”

Attempted working on my novel/website (Failed that to)

Stared at the phone

Begged for Answers

Listen to Tom and Alex say stupid shit about you, and defended you even after this…

Calmed down

Filled out an application to be Jenn’s “Lover” to get my mind of you

Realized what you mean to me and what I did

Prayed to god every night and morning for you

Held faith in our love and you

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