Marie kept her friendship with Matthew low key for the next few months. She didn’t want to lose her best friend again, so she primarily only talked to him on the computer. She had found out that Rachel had called off the wedding and wanted to be with someone other than Matthew. Marie hated knowing her friend was hurting and still hates when is hurting from a girl who breaks his heart. In the year that they have been friends again they have only hung out once because Marie has trouble seeing him. She knows she’s in love with him and doesn’t want to be around him for that reason. Marie has tried and tried to tell Matthew but she can’t. She is afraid of losing him. Afraid of her heart being broken if he doesn’t return her feelings. She can’t have a relationship or date any other guy because she only wants one guy. She wants Matthew. So she writes him a letter explaining her feelings for him but can’t bring herself to give it to him. Marie wants him to have the letter but she just can’t give it to him yet.