Over time, he started calling less and less, untill eventually he just stopped calling at all.
He stopped refering to me as his best friend.
In fact he stopped refering to me as anything.
No more hello’s in the hallway.
No more walking to third period together.
No more horror movie marathons every saturday night.
No more Kira+Seth=superbestfriendsforever.
Just nothing.
It was as if we never knew each other at all.
I’de cornered him begging for him to tell me what changed.
To tell me what happened to my best friend.
He replied with a small shrug, and a pathetic frown.
He just left me there, more alone than ever.
More desolate.
More dissopointed.
So here I am.
Alone, pathetic, and lost.
Thats the problem when you lose your only friend.
You have nothing.
I have now realized.. isn’t it scary, we’re so temporary.
i was gone.
as if i never existed.
forever turned into nothing.
and every word about love dissapeared.
Now I was a blank slate.
Killed by the empty promises.