i never should have told him
what was going on
i made a big mistake
because now my moms freaking out
and shes not helping me heal any faster
shes makeing it worse
and all i want is for her to stop
this is why i didnt want to tell her
because she would try and help
but what she doesnt get
is that i need to do this on my own
because its how i’m thinking not how i feel
and no one but me can change my brain