I tried, unsuccessfully, not to think about this weekend. I tried to concentrate on the fact Jesse and Ceirra were dating, but even that didn’t really work. After 5 minutes of speculating, I was somehow back to Cooper again. It was sickening, he shouldn’t have this much control over me.
Throughout the day, I determinedly avoided him. I went so ridiculously out of my way that I even did the unthinkable: I sat with Vaughn at lunch. Clearly, I was losing it.Vaugn’s nerdy friends were completely incoherent around me, which, I must admit, was fairly flattering. Vaughn was the only one who seemed to have any degree of composure while speaking to me.To my extreme surprise, I actually didn’t totally hate sitting there.
Which is even more proof that I’m losing it.
My friend Jess (her full name was Jezebel, but she dropped that the first chance she got) was completely incredulous. She, also, thought I was losing it. But she also thought I should get back together with Cooper, so her opinion obviously isn’t credible.