The house was empty except for her. Everything ran through her mind & she couldn’t take it. She grabbed her head & just screamed as loud as she could letting the tears run from her face as much as she wanted. She could actually feel the rage inside her chest. She was too smart to do something stupid but never the less she stared at her wrists stupidly. She picked up the closest thing to her which happened to be a vase & she threw it against the wall, watching it shatter along with her heart. What else was it supposed to do with everyone bearing down on her? But actually watching the vase fall to pieces must have triggered something. Is that really me falling apart? Do I look so broken? She fell against the wall & slid down to the floor. The rage left her face & helplessness took it’s place. She looked up, looking for an answer. “God I know You can hear me! Help me God I need You! I told You I can’t do this alone..” her sobs drained out the rest of her words. Clutching her hair, she hugged her knees.