Isn’t it funny how summer can just change everything. you look back at the summers before and they all seemed so simple compared to this one. this one just seems more complicated. or is it really. do things really get more complicated or is that just what we believe because were living in the now and we don’t exactly remember the past the way it really was? i mean the way i see it .. my problems from last summer i could easily fix now, but my problems that i have now, i just can’t seem ta find a solution. everythings changing and now im left to choose a path. in some ways i wish i could just fast forward to the next summer and just live with whatever path i chose, but then again i don’t because i want to be able to live the pain and curiousity, and the faith that i can choose whats best for me on my own.

the question out of all that is though, if were living right now, thinking about right now, dealing with right now, would it be easier or just as hard to deal with problems from the past?