A Reflection of Helplessness, The Only One I Know
The room is made of mirrors.
Mirrors have made me.
I know not night;
I know not day;
The only thing I know
Is my reflection.
There is one light
In the ceiling
That sometimes flickers
Or leaves me in the dark.
I love those times.
In those times I can imagine
A world
Completely different from my own
It has colors,
bright colors,
Like the ones I see
When I close my eyes
And look at the light.
It speaks to me sometimes.
It does not talk as much
Now that my reflection is older
But it still
Comforts me occasionally.
When I inspect my skin
Or twist my hair
To pass the time
It minds me, saying:
“Someday things could change.”
But I just tell it
“I can change nothing
because I only know
my own reflection.”