Saturday, March 15, 2008
1:16 am

We always want what we can’t have.
He pulled me in and led me on.
He’s taken, but unloyal unpredictable.
I like him a lot, but he doesn’t like me that way and yet apparently, according to rumor, he kissed another girl at the party. (behind “her” back)
I shouldn’t be jealous because I’m not supposed to want him anyway, but he’s cute and funny and smart and nice and… like perfect – except for one thing:
He’s with her. Another problem?
She is supernice, my friend, and I don’t want to hurt her at all! Even if, though, he wasn’t with her, he still wouldn’t even think to take a chance and be with me. Because I’m invisible unless I’m vying for his attention. (yet in a way, I’m still invisible)
He doesn’t want to even try to see if he’d like me. I feel so insecure to his being, well, ... perfect….