Focus on the pattern of the sunlight through the trees as it dances across the sidewalk. Stop worrying about everything that may never come to pass.
Breathe in the non-air-conditioned sweltering summer air and relax. Forget about your problems. There’s a solution to everything ~ it may not be exactly what you want. It may end up being tortuous and lousy, but that’s besides the point, kind of.
Well, what would happen? What could happen if you just left it all – one day during lunch and not returned?
After a farewell lunch a short walk to the ATM , a cab to the airport and take the next flight to wherever that plane is destined. Just pick up and leave.
Take a roll of the dice and let the chips fall where they may. After all John Cage composed symphonies based on the I Ching. Why not live life like that?
No safety net, no one really has one anyways. No one has the security they imagine they do. Why not embrace that? Why not?