Let me paint you a picture in your mind of what every night in my life has been like for the last year and a half. I would walk into my deep purple room. Shut my door and go to my bed. Where I would pull out a box. That had a razor, 2 liters, paper towels, and cleaner. First I would pull the razor out and drag it across my wrist till the pain was gone. Then I would pour cleaner over it which would burn. Them wrap it in towels. While the towels were stopping the bleeding. I would take a liter and run it up and down my arm and burn it. To the point where I was crying. This is how I releaved my pain and stress for the last year and a half. I didnt know what else to do. But now I’ve stopped and I’m getting better. I will never have the need for my secret box again.