In the end Seth, Justin, and I made up the leftover party. It had been about 4 hours since i arrived to his house and still hadn’t even gotten a simple hello from him. What was I going to do? While i was thinking i started swimming, further and further out I swam. Justin’s voice broke my train of thought. “Where is Kal going?” i heard he ask Seth. “Who cares? She wasn’t even invited anyway, I have no idea why she even came.” Hurt I swam back to the shore before i started to cry. Justin asked where I was going and I heard Seth make a smart remark, something to the effect of mabe I was hopefully leaving, and then I let him have it. The last month and a half of him ingoring me, his harsh words on IM that he had left etched into my mind, his rude comments only sec. before, I let him have it all. All the hurt, and the pain, and most of all the confusion. I wans’t sure what I had done to him to make him hate me, and I could tell by the look in his eyes that he did hate me! And at that moment I hated him!