Funny how a guy you really don’t know can twist your feelings.
Make you grasp for any attention he might give.
Hoping, praying that he might like you.
But then you get that punch in the face when you hear through the grape-vine that he has gone with the other.
Making you plunge into a pit of sickening dread and despair
Thinking why wasn’t I good enough for him to even notice me?
God why is it so hard.
Then later you find that he has no idea what he wants and simply is lost.
I think i could help him find it but i never get that chance.
and it sits like a paper weight on my heart never letting my heart up and fly away with another.