“I want you to admit it, to me that what I see isnt jealously and your relationship with her, is not just friendship. You want her more than friends! Admit It.” I said.
I started to scream in his face, “Admit It! You call me fake, well admit you like her!”

“Well I do” escape his lips. “But its just a crush.”

“Yeah, I know, you cant understand either, can you?”

“No, I dont know why, but I like when I talk to her.”

“I know, I’m not dumb, I was dumb to play that game, but I’m not a dumb person. I know what you do is not of…”

“No…”

“Thats why you wont meet her, and thats why you havent given her your number or any other contact, because you would want it to escalade but then it confuses everything. Because the one your in love with is her bestfriend, correct?”

“Y-yes”

“You think I hide everything & I do, cause thats what I was taught. Just like in your document, I read, a woman could have complete control over me, but I think instead of confinding in a friend,I need to take it back.