It’s hard to believe you were just right here. Next to me. Talking to me. Laughing with me. Doing everything with me. And now your gone. Somewhere that’s pretty close, but yet so far away. Your gone. It’s the only word that suits this case.

I can’t believe it. I’m trembling as I type this. I can barely type this at all. I miss you too much. And there’s nothing I can do to bring you back. The tears that drip down my face are all for you. You mean everything to me. And I didn’t realize it. Until you left me. You don’t ever know it until it’s gone.

Your right here. Your practically down the block. But your mostly living in my heart. But my heart is aching for you. How do I fix this? There is no possible way. Distractions? Nobody can take the place you have in my life. Not a single person. Depression? Just for a day or two. Then I’ll get over you. No, not really.

For now, I’m just left with the memories. How you held me when I cried. How you made me laugh and laugh. And how you left. And now your gone.