I didn’t mean it…im sorry. I didn’t know he was going to die. He made me so mad. He told me that i couldn’t, but i wanted to. I did it anyway, and im sorry. I didn’t know that it would turn out like this…death. So now im waiting, waiting for this to pass me by. Im waiting for joy to wipe a smile on face, im waiting for happiness to embrace me with its presence. Im waiting for peace to tell me its going to be alright, that it’s not my fault. Im so sorry.