He is the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me.

He saved me from myself when no one else believed in me. He held me close and let me cry into his shirt when I was troubled. He made me feel like we were the only two people in the world. He made me realize that I could turn my life around.

He is pushing me away. He is hearing my pain, but never listening or understanding it. Now I am a backup plan to his so-called “friends”. He is throwing everything away.

I don’t know how to save him from himself. If he would cry in front of me, I would surely hold him. I could take him away from all the hurt with just one kiss, if only we could be together. But now it hits me. Only a willing person can turn his life around.