I looked down at your bed thinking about how I got there. And after feeling the bandages over my chest I saw that you had saved me. I take another look at the bed that is covered in blood and pray to myself hoping you didn’t do what I thought you did. I got off of you bed and felt the pain but I still moved on like nothing had happened. I opened your closet doors and looked for the gun that you hid there, throwing most of you clothes out of my way, but I couldn’t find it. I looked at you hand that was hanging over the bed and saw that its been there all along. I did what you did I cried my silent tears over your body. I climbed back into your bed right next to you, I held you hand and kiss you gently but i ddnt fellanything. I turn your hand over and found a note in it, I read it to myself a few time but I just couldn’t believe it so I read it aloud.