“To my mother, I am sorry. I can not say how sorry I am for hurting you like this. I am just not strong enough to go on. To my father I hope I made you happy at least once but i cannot hope to become all that you wanted me to be. And lastly to my best friends, Kay, Carrie, Carrey, Gerald, and Anne, I will miss you. Don’t pin this on you guys, if you blame yourselves for anything blame youself for making my life just a little bit longer. I’m sorry.”
He took the paper and sealed it. He set it down on his bed. Holding the orange bottle, he unscrewed the cap. Pouring the pills in his hand he hesitantly raised his cupped palm to his mouth. With one final movment he swallowed the tiny capsules.