Last night

I had a huge talk with God.

yea, I’m a Christian, and i could name 3 or 4

people off the bat who would tell

me off for saying that, but who cares.

They’re just missing out on a Love that can never be replaced.

and at least when I die? I won’t be burning in Hell, quenched of thirst, wishing I’d believed.

but like I said, I cried out to God last night.

I prayed for happiness.

I prayed that I finally just feel some peace within myself,

and already, this morning that was shown to me.

I’m remembering how to breathe again,

I’m learning how to hope again.