Sometimes, when I close my eyes, I can pretend that he is still there. In reality, I know that my best friend and I were the most dangerous pain possible.
In the back on my mind I knew that that we were destined to find eachother. I had always known that once we did stumble upon eachother, we would embrace the friendship as tightly as we knew how.
I had always known him before I ever knew him. I had always seen him in my mind as if I was really with him. I could touch his skin and feel the smoothness of it beneath my fingertips.

The first time I saw him, I was in utter shock by his pure beauty.
I could see him roll his eyes clearly in my head as he always did when I mentioned his beauty.
He was usually thinking something that I was absurd by insisting that he was beautiful, when I was obviously the gorgeous one.
I shook my head to clear my head of the memories and eagerly brought him forward for inspection.
I closed my eyes and sighed when he flashed his flawless grin.