Okay, so it’s not like I’m fat. I’m just always borderline over weight. Guys don’t want an overweight girl; well atleast the guys I know. This summer I want to lose weight, a lot of weight. I want my pants to be hip huggers and my shirts to be lose and to love shopping like my friends do.

Being beautiful is a gift. It’s a gift no one gave me. My two best friends are beautiful girls. Thin, flirty and shy. Everything I’m not. After my mother left, it’s like everyone has a secret their not supposed to let me in on and I hate it.

But this summer was gonna be different, I can feel it.