So where do we go from here? What are we willing to do or how much are we willing to take before we move to the next step? Love has nothing to do with. Do I love him? Yes. But when does quality of life become an issue. I feel older than my years just trying to deal with this. I know that alone affects the kids. The tension alone is palpable. So where do we go, what do we do?

Some say that wanting to be happy and fulfilled in a marriage is a fantasy born from movies and romance novels. I think it is a possibility, at least I hope it is.