I turned the lock to my door.
I needed to be alone. I layed on my floor, and shut my eyes, until I couldn’t feel anything. I didn’t think, I didn’t hurt, there was nothing, just the way I liked it.
I blocked him from my mind. I knew this wasn’t his fault. I didn’t hate him. Sure, it would be hard to talk to him, hell, it would be damn painful. I sighed, because my shield had failed, he’de gotten in, I was thinking about him. The new school year would start soon, I already knew he’de spend most of his time with Brooke.
I wanted so desperately to go back in time, and tell him. Tell him before he met her. I couldn’t believe it took me so long to realize it. I’de been in love with him all along.