We are sitting on your couch. The room is dark and a cold draft is blown through. A chill runs through my spine as I feel the cold air blow against my cheek. You realize how cold I am by the obvious goosebumps. Suddenly you jump up and leave without any questions I just let you go. You return almost instantly with a blanket to cover me. A feeling of safety and warmth soon comes to heart. You look in my eyes and without any sound your lips meet mine. You question my past mistakes and ask me why I do what I have done. But what you dont realize is the unexplainable pain that runs through me everyday. I keep it hidden inside for no one to see. How the simplest things always seem to get to me. I broke your heart, that I see. But at the time it wasn’t the place for me. That chance might not ever come again. Im the only one to put to blame. I was hurting without no one knowing. I wanted to tell you but I was afraid you wouldn’t understand. How I wish I just would of told you but its to late now.