Caught in a infinite state of confusion. I watch the sun set and the world rush by. I watch him love ,hurt, and laugh. I sit lost and alone fighting the monster deep inside. My heart cries out and screams for his love. He answers but disappears leaving me begging for his love once more. A continuous game with my weak heart. Now I sit here in state of heartbreak. I walked away. My heart could not take another day of that game of chance. So I sit here tears drop and pieces fall as realized he never loved the way I do and did.