i call it my addiction
i call it my curse
the one think i cant stop
no matter who it hurts
you cant understand
if you’ve never felt this way
its painful and releving all in one way
the pain that i cause
kills the pain inside
its a risk i take
when i cut my writs to die
i’ve attempted more than ones
i almost passed the test
i ended up in the hospital
and well you know the rest
they gave me all these meds
and sent to a theropist
but you know what
it didnt do shit
i still stay awake at night
wishing i was cutting
wishing i could see the blood running threw my arm
like i said you wouldnt know
you wouldnt understand
unless you have been this down
and have taken it all in
now some may say i’m sick
some may say i’m crazy
but what i say is i’m me
and thats all i can be