I have a fear
Of everything I’ve known
It hurts to hear
My name and all it’s mistake
Of everything I knew I could take
I thought it was you
But you broke me down
Now I have all this shame

It’s been so long
I can’t explain why I let you still have a hold on me
But you do
I think of you and remember all the things you said
How everyone tells me you’re wrong
I can’t survive
I live in this cave
That has a small light that goes dim
You still scare me

I look back and I’m afraid that you are behind me
If you knew
If you knew that this is what you did
Would you change it?
Because right now
I have this fear of you
And it is still ripping me apart