My wish
Ah yes; my wish.
I could think of so many. But yet I only come down to one.
It’s a wish I can not say to anyone, a wish my heart takes in each painful day.
So when you asked me my wish
I couldn’t answer, wouldn’t answer.
I know you don’t need me, I know you don’t even want me
My broken heart longs for you,
Everyday, every hour, every minute.
I can’t ignore that want, the need, the pull. There’s no simple way I can forget it, or you.
For everytime I try . . .
I fail
And everytime I fail. . .
my heart breaks a bit more.
I know I can’t love you, can’t have you;
But with many things. . .
My heart won’t listen.