I don’t know. Lately I can’t tell what’s right, what’s wrong, what’s up, what’s down. Everything is just a big blur. My friends are falling apart which is causing me to. I can’t help but wonder sometimes….would it be different if I was someone different? I just can’t help anyone but me right now. It’s like i have to fix myself first before i can fix anyone else. I try to give advice but it all just sounds like mumbo jumbo. I can’t explain how i feel. It’s just a really hard time right now. I just can’t. I don’t know how to go on anymore. It’s so hard to know what to do. And it’s not like i can ask anyone for help. I feel like I have been but everyone has just been ignoring my cries, my pleas for help. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just dont…...