“What do you mean?” I said, shocked at the pure randomness.

“Well, I was at the mall with my friends, and it was me and Oliver alone while everyone else left to get something else to eat. And we started talking and we were looking into each others eyes, and I felt like I wanted to KISS him. Isnt that weird?” Erik said, sounding worried.

“No, you just felt lust towards him. It would be the same with a girl.”

“Yeah, but i dont know. I think I still feel lust towards girls, too. But thats not all that happened today.. um, after the whole Oliver, I met up with Angela and we hung out and talked alot, and she kinda.. asked me out.”

“WHAT!” I was in total beweilderment, “WHAT DID YOU SAY ?!”

“I-I said no.” By the time he said that, I was out the door ready to go to Angela’s house. She has liked Erik since forever, and she must be more than devastated especially if she finds out he’s confused about his sexuality.

I ran into her house, into her bathroom and saw her there. With her wrists, cut.