11-2-08 “Journal # 74”

I sat around at home flicking through the T.V channels. The kicked me out of the hospital after sitting and sleeping in the waiting room for two days. My mom was sitting in the kitchen talking with the hospital on the phone to see if Ricky was alright and what had happened and such. The doorbell rang and I got up and ran to it, thinking and hoping it was Ricky. I opened the door to find Jacob.
“I heard what happened.” he said.
Before I could reply Jacob was kissing me. I pushed him away.
“What the fuck are you doing!” I screamed.
“Ricky is out of the way right now, so you now have time for me.”
“Get the hell out of my house, right now.” I said resisting the urdge to punch him.
“You were mine till he came out.” he said.
“No, I was never yours. I’m my own person.” with that I shoved him out of the doorway and closed the door.
My mom came running into the room.
“He’s being released and his alcoholic father wants to bring him home, but I won’t let that happen.” she said.