You know what..I decided..I DON ’T NEED HIM
MY LIFE DOESN ’T CENTER AROUND HIM
HE IS A FRIKIN MANWHORE WHO PLAYS WITH GIRL ’S EMOTIONS …

and he doesn’t deserve me…

I feel free, like the chains are finally off me and I can just get on with my life. I don’t want him or need him, he’s not worth the tears and misery I put myself through..

I’ve had a breakthrough
Im never looking back
You can say what you want
But Im not coming back
Not back to my corner
Where i cry it off
Not in your arms
where i lie and deny
So I want you to know…
Im never coming back

The pain in me just leaves…My lungs feel less constricted by the fabricated affection that I created….

I see him everyday, waiting for him to notice me like he’s supposed too..and I know that day will come..but Im never looking back..

I gather my thoughts and head outside into the winter breeze
The wind slaps my coffee-colored hair across my face…

Tommorow I have to face him again..
And I hope my breakthrough wil remain