i can feel it all
the pain
the guilt
its all crashing in
some how i know
that I’m not going to survive
no matter who helps me this time
i love my girls
i love my friends
but i don’t feel gods hand
everyone keeps telling me hes here
and he loves me no matter what
but then how come i feel so alone
how come i feel so down
i don’t want to let you down
but I’m back in my depression again
and i can’t see the ground anymore