I just crashed on my bed and took all the confusion out on my tortured pillow…

Face down, I felt for my ipod, plugged it into my ears and just let the music play and wash away all my insanity.

I head downstairs after a little while and start watching scrubs…then I watch the Freedom Writers..after about 20 minutes, my face was smothered with tears…yes, Im a huge weeper….

Its around 4:30 now so I head to sign on aim…mmm…
I wonder when my phone will vibrate…
Hope it doesn’t vibrate
No, I think it will..
Don’t get your hopes up..

I pass the day doing homework I missed, it now 6 and still no damn vibration..

Just foget about it…

The feeling in my lungs feels so swollen…

Tommorow I have to go to school..and face him again..