Hey,
I know, I am a coward for not being able to say this to you. Call me what ever you want. I deserve it, or I will.

I don’t know what is wrong with me. All I know is that this isn’t working. You and me. I wish it was easy, it could just be you and me, but it isn’t. I may never be. I wish I had the answers as to why I feel the way I do, or why I don’t, but I don’t.

I am sorry, and you deserve better. You deserve someone that likes you. Someone that likes country music and will turn it up for you. Someone that doesn’t mind just being silent for a little while. Someone that wants to be with you because your smart and your funny. I am sorry that person isn’t me.

With regrets, and now even more,
Blu