“It’s okay..just say it..” I sighed out.

“Okay, it was just how you’re only going out with me to piss Juliana and McClain..” He said the last part softly

I didn’t know how to respond..,so I just said.”If you think that’s true, why did you ask me?” My eyes avoided his, I couldn’t bare to look.

“Because I think your;re not as shallow as everyone else in school, I think your different..good different..amazing even..” Julian said.

I was still facing the window wondering why the hell he asked me out..why was he still here..

“Im sorry if I upset you” He continued on

“No..no..don’t be..it’s not your fault..Im fine..let’s just go have fun,okay?” I said..tried to make it sound cheerful.

The whole ride while Julian and Me were talking..I kept thinking.why couldn’t they leave me alone..

Why were they pushing me to the edge of insanity?

Why did they only see me in black and white?

Why couldn’t they give me a chance..?

Why couldn’t they leave me alone..