And then I immediatedly shoot up from my bed..breathing so intently, touching the tears on my face. I run m;y hand throught my hair and bite my lip..this could not be happening..

Not now..

Not when I finally think I can get on with my life..not when Im with Aydan…he means so much to me..NO..its wrong.

Is it wrong to control what you feel?

Yes..errr

Its Sunday, and tomorrow I have to face everyone..
Bailey- I dreamed of cheating with her boyfriend
Aydan-I cheated on him and played with his emotions
Shane- its not right..

I get out of bed and tried not to feel, I didn’t know what I was supposed to feel anyway.

I didn’t feel like eating breakfast so I grabbed Twilight and crawled back to my bed, into my sacred corner.

Ugh! Why couldn’t I be a friggin vampire..things would have been sooo much easier!

Edward and Bella

Bella and Edward

Shane and Bailey

Bailey and Shane

Aydan and Peyton

Peyton and Aydan

Shane and Peyton?

No..never again