And you know what? He made me feel strong, bold, and well..beautiful.

So I took the courage I had and asked him bluntly

“Why are you so different?” Whoops…I meant to rephrase it..but it just kinda came out that way..

I continued,”I -I-i mean like why are you not a jerk like other guys? Why aren’t you going out with Juliana, she has the hugest crush on you and she’s like the hottest girl in school..why me? I’m not worth it…” I said the last part softly, it made me feel ashamed, I put my head down, I couldn’t bare to see his eyes. The guilt, maybe he would get it and just leave, leave because he knew that it would be better for him, better for me and way better for Juliana..yep, that was it..

“Hey, don’t hide your eyes from me” Julian suddenly broke my train of thought, he used his hands to lift my head up from the melodramatic way it was hanging.

I stayed silent and until he sighed and spoke

“Why are you bring this up? It it so hard for you to believe someone could be attracted to you?”