Max I don’t know how to tell you this. First you must know how important you are to me and I hope after the shock of this sets in we can still be best friends.

I’m having trouble knowing who I am as a person, one of the biggest things I’ve questioned is my sextuality. As far as you know I went through a phase, but I think I’m still having trouble knowing wether i like boys or girls more.

But there’s more , and this is the part that I’m most afraid to tell you, I find myself thinking about you alot more then I should, even some sextual thoughts. So when we hold hands pretending to be a couple, I’m so comfortable and so happy because for a second I feel like I’m yours.

I don’t know how you’ll take this, but just know that I love you and no matter what you will always be my best friend.

Love, Me