Ok..this day will surely drag on.

Ok..let’s do this.

Aydan’s gone.

Shane is confusing

One of the best friend’s is pregnant.

And I am messed up.

So, My alarm wakes me up and I brush my teeth..comb my hair…all the neccesities..

I didn’t see Shane until 3rd block…then I’d just tell him to call me later..to tell me about this stupid little secret to get on with my “wonderful” life
...So I was pissed..who’s gonna blame me?

I put on my best happy face and got in my car without even knowing what I was doing..It was kind of like that thing that makes me wake up in the morning was gone..no motivation..no incentive, nothing to make me look forward to the day.

Everything felt so automatic..like a robot..do this do that..

I entered the school and went to my locker silently, ignoring all the greetings thrown at me, just smiled back ..

Went to Math with Lark and Bailey, dreading every minute of it.

“Hey, Peyton! Oh my gosh..guess what Shane sent me..he’s so retarded!” Bailey said