What Am I?
Oh, it’s a ring now, is it?
Gosh, I’ve turned into a featherbrained female.
If it’s one of my mother’s quotes that has stuck with me, it’s the one that always talked about life.
“Kayley, you should never let a man rule your life – feelings, mind or heart. You can love him, yes. But don’t let it go further. Do not become dependent.”
I wholly agreed.
But what had I gone and done?
It’s like one of those horrid soap operas, or a cheesy romance novel where the girl falls in love with her best friend and then falls apart when he obliviously continues on to get his first girlfriend.
I just described my life, didn’t I?
Good God.
Yeah.
There you have it, on a silver platter.
Well, you know what? I should’ve told him earlier.
I was there when he was pushed down by the older kids; I know because I’m the one who got him up from the mud.
I was there when his mom shouted at him for bringing in a stray dog; I know because I convinced her to keep it.
I know what I am.
I’m not dumb.
I’m late.