As we walked out, Aydan took a hold of my swinging hand and held it within his. My heart beat quickened. It was so loud it was embarrasing.

He smiled and looked at me.

“What?” i said confused.

“It’s just that you’ve been out in the cold for a long time and your heart is beating really loudly and your cheeks are extremely red, and your hands are so warm. It’s like you never get cold.”

“Oh” I said, I sat down on the bench and Aydan held me in his arms. I could get used to this.

I just sat there quitely, looking up at him, studying him, making sure that he was actually there.

He finally broke the silence

“What’s wrong? You’re too quite, even for you..is it me?” He added softly

“No..no..don’t ever think that..its just that Im scared you’ll leave again, Im scared that maybe you won’t love me anymore, Im ..iM a lot of things…” I said unable to finish.

“You wanna talk about this later when you have the words?”