I havent been on for a long time…..it’s been a tough ride. My life has been a rollercoaster….not that I can do anything about it. For all of you that want to know, I got back together with my ex and we stayed together for a month. Just today, we broke up again (what a surprise). I was civil, but I showed him how much he didn’t deserve what I can give. He honestly thought that I would be sad that we broke up again, but he can guess again. I am the most happiest person ever….but now I have to choose between two other people that I like and they both like me. NEED HELP ! One is a nice guy who has blonde hair and blue eyes and always is happy….but I dont talk to him often. The other is a replica of the bad-boy image. Yeh he may have been a cutter, but he isn’t now because of me. AND YES he smokes but I am determined to stop him. I will help him as much as I can and I wont stop till he doesn’t anymore. He has cut back a lot since he met me. They are both amazing….SO PLEASE HELP .